urmmm...me and her..

tertekan..tertekan..tertekan...i had been rejected...sedih..mmg sedih...tp nk bt mcm mana..i'm just not good enough for her..or maybe aku mmg xbagus langsung..bleh ker aku terima..boleh ke x..aku kene gak..tp aku mmg trasa hati jgk lah...adoi...tp one thing aku just xpaham..ada kah dia btl2 xnmpak aku suka kt dia atau pn dia sengaja menafikan apa yg dia nmpak..sume kwan sekelling nmpak my interenst to her..but she just said that i'm not showed any interest to her..i told most of my happy moment and story to her..erm maybe aku xcukup criteria untuk dia kot..aku xda satu bnda yg slalu dikatakan "THE X-FACTOR"..yup maybe aku xda bnda tue..but...all i want is just get to know me first..than u decide..samada aku ni suit ke x dgn dia..aku bkn jenis lelaki yg tgk perempua cntik,terus aku jatuh hati..no...i'm not..even seseorg tu cantik..xsemestinye dia suit dgn aku..aku perlu kenal sebagai sahabat..and lama2 bru lah perasaan tu wujud..aku xpaksa pn..perasaan tu datang sendri..or maybe dia xsuka mcm tu..xsuka start sebagai kawan..mgkin dia percaya pada cinta pandang pertama..dari mata turun ke hati...aku mmg xpandai menilai seseorg tu dgn hanya sekali pandang and without knowing the person first..aku dh bnyk kali terkena,.my first expectation always wrong..aku btl2 buntu sekarg...should i let her go..or should i wait for her....hati masih sayang..